A lot of friends?

What is the definition of a friend? I mean, is it when you talk sometimes and meet everyday or is it when you hang out after school and in school? Really, what is a friend. A best friend for me is someone you trust, but I don't think you have to trust someone to be friends. Because if it is the first alternative, well, yeah, then I have like a lot of friends. But if it's the other alternative, then I have 5 or 6 friends haha.
But does that really matter? I think I'd rather have a few close friends than a lot of friends that talks with me only sometimes. Before I started this school I dreamed of having super duper lots of new friends, but I have realized that I don't need that. I need my closest friends, and then of course a few others, just to feel good and not alone. I would say that at least all of the girls in my class are my friends. I guess we have builded like gangs we are with, I usually hang with my closest friends and others hang with others. I guess that's quite normal. Of course everybody talks with everybody, but we still have our small gangs. Still, sometimes I feel like an outsider. For example today, I sat at a table (in maths class) with P and H we'll call them, both girls. And it was a guy called C as well at our table. And we worked individually, but P and H helped each other (they're not really from the same gang) with stuff, but I had to ask my best friend at the table next to our table. I guess that is a quite small thing, but still it is a bit annoying you could say.
I'll see you tomorrow!
Love<3

My Life Story

Hello all!
My name is Arlette, and I have been here for 13 years. I am a happy, thinking, loving, energetic girl in my own way. I love being with friends, and I love moving around a lot. This is going to be a sort of dairy, that the whole world can read. I live in a country (duuh) 45 min from the real city. I love shopping and fashion, and I have a lot of different periods, where I like a special food or a special type of clothing. Right now, I am obsessed with cottage cheese, for example.

I have just started a new school, which I like very much. I am quite an anxious person, but happy, so I worry quite a lot. I am trying this new thing, living in the now and don't look forward to even the next day. I think it is going good, and I feel great!
I had quite a hard time last october to this june, my confidence was at the bottom, and I felt fat and ugly. I gained a few pounds and I loved watching series (too much.)
In december this year I wanted to change that, but with the not-so-nice-school I was stuck in made it hard to change my way of thinking, and living. So, this summer when I had summer break before I was starting a new school, I decided to get healthy, workout and boost my confidence. I wasn't bullied or something, I just felt alone.
Today, I feel amazing, and I love my life. I have a lot of confidence and I am very proud over my self for getting up from the bad period of my life. I am the kind of person who thinks that everything happens for a reason, somehow it all makes sense. I don't believe in god, but in fate. I think that everyone's fate is to be happy. I think that you have to work to get want you want, no matter what it is. If you can dream it, you can do it, you just have to give it time.

That is my life story, and you will follow the next chapter from now! I will put up one post per day, fashion, health or life related.. Or something that crosses my mind.
See ya!